That's from Nickelback's "Photograph." The "goodbye" of the song not being appropriate, i'll insert a "hello" instead.

I think it's time to start blogging again. I guess I just can't stay away. I just won't advertise this time. Last time it got way too public, and when the personal-ness of te blog gets consumed by the controversies surrounding the rest of my life, well ... it just gets rid of the appeal.

It should be interesting to see if anybody figures out I'm posting again. Apparently I'm still getting like 30 hits a week, which makes no sense to me.

So I'm waiting for Hope to get back from the bank. I should be doing homework or looking for a job or emailing people I need to email or ... something.

Instead I just finished reading the last month from Aaron Humphrey's blog and now I feel lonely.

So much has changed in my life. I don't know whether to cry or laugh out loud sometimes.

"Though the sorrow may last for the night, the joy comes with the morning." Is that always true? Why is that so hard to believe during the hard times?

Don't get me wrong ... times are great right now. But my times in the depths of despair have forever tempered my view of life.

I have a lot to think about ...